trapped under a cloud
- me
- Mar 11, 2019
- 1 min read
january 2019
I had to disappear for a few days this week. Not literally leaving to go anywhere else. Maybe I had to disappear into myself. Have been feeling blue and I'm not sure if it is just the seasonal kind of trying to survive the blandness of this gray winter thing or if it is something deeper. I guess I needed to bring everything to a screeching halt because it was going so fast I wasn't catching the images, not just the details, but the whole picture. Each day was becoming un-rememberable not just unremarkable or unmemorable -- but I wasn't registering what was happening in my life. I simply was stuck in an autopilot kind of setting that created such a paralysis that I was truly scared.

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